Lost Hope

Taken this picture when I was studying at the foyer

Mock Paper 5 : Not examine yet

Mock Paper 7 : There still hope

Mock Paper 8 : Casuality

Mock Paper 9 : Not examine yet

Moral : Open 1 eye Close 1 eye pass for sure

Looking at the picture it looks like there's a orb like thing floating actually is the sun rising =) Right now achieving 30+ or 40 is no longer possible for me to score for Paper 8. I know that sucks but it just can't be helped, what I can do now is to get high marks for Finals that is the most important aim now. What I want is getting that 4 paper pass and if possible get high marks. I don't know how to get past tomorrow please help me....

我的天空今天有點灰　

我的心是個落葉的季節　

我不知道如何度過今夜　

所有的燈　早已經全都熄滅

Introducing Tomato Brinjal aka Ai Gua

Far left is Kok Wai, Follow By Chee Jong and Finally Jodie theTomato Brinjal aka Tomato Ai Gua

This picture is taken when we're doing our revision on Paper 8 at library this morning. As you can see Kok Wai is concentrating studying while this 2 alien doing other things. As a 'reporter' I will have to take down the evidence. Taadaa ~ Obviously Chee Jong try to avoid the camera but FAILED ! Mwahahhaha !! and also they thought they can block my camera but I already hold it at standby mode so I can snap the picture in a second without delay.

Well this morning I reach college early at around 6.44am, actually I been coming early for class or revision for few days already. When I reach college, walking to the foyer tables I can hear some familiar command that I used to follow at camp. That recall back when I was in camp, I sort of miss camp life where 1 group of friends march together. Actually not only when I saw the security guard lining up, earlier I was watching this drama called On The First Beat which is a continue show of The Academy both drama also from Hong Kong and talks about Police Force aka PTS ( Police Tactical School ) and PTU ( Police Tactical Units ) training. That drama actually quite nice, I think drama will follow by the 2nd one. I'm looking forward for that.

Tomorrow is Paper 8 exam and only morning I studied. After class till now I did not touch or hold any study material and I feel so guilty right now. Hope I get at least of 40 marks or 30+ marks for my Audit paper and I do not put so high confidence on this paper because it is kind of hard to get hold of it. Full theory paper is not easy to study, it only applies to those people who hate theory so much just like me. Till now I will post my update soon maybe tomorrow or 2 more days perhaps. Good Night..

活著就算呼吸都是爲了挑戰

從前難關今天實現

我確信 這天空都改變

這志向最終也 不變

現實就算多艱辛

並未退縮 成功灰心只差一線

要帶著信心 未懼下雨天

如何嚴峻終點　已經望見

P/s: Read the Chinese character above using Cantonese you can get a better understanding of it.

Headache and Dizzy

Today supposingly to be a study day, but maybe my brain goes on vacation or on leave 'he' doesn't want to receive anything from outside. I still force myself to read some only small amount of thing goes in.

That give me a big headache and feel dizzy.

While reading half way, someone ring my doorbell and at first I thought it was my mom because she went to Pyramid with her friends. So I quickly get to the door and found no one, I know someone is playing with the doorbell and I don't see anyone going down the stairs so i assume that the person who played my doorbell is still inside the building or staircase.Feeling so frustrated and pissed that time because I don't like being interupt in this way. Few minutes later, my doorbell rang again. No one is there as I expected, so I went to the balcony and wait the 'culprit'. There is 3 indian kid age ranging 5-6 perhaps which I never seen them before in my life, most probably they from other side of apartment. Then after I yelled at them and one of them ratted his friend. Well the one who ratted his friend keep on apologize and apologize but I still scold them for a little while before I let them go. Don't ever let me see you 3 playing my doorbell again, or else it will lead to a bad ending.

我心一千个愿意　我知不可有下次　

从前没法置信我会碰上小天使　原谅我爱上你　

恕我现在极失仪　祈求没有介意　我太快乐不可压止

我心一千个愿意　我知不可有下次　

凡尘俗世里会有你这个小天使　为了爱你到永远

日夜地坚持　完全为了你奋斗　我盼会得到你心意

Back to Study now~

Random

Mock Exam coming and what am I doing here ? Today was a tiring day, reach college early just to study but end up reading other books instead of textbook. The Unofficial Guide for Ethical Hacking is quite a good book if you interested. I mean I didn't use all my time on that book, I still revise my notes before I went to T5 class. After T5 class end have to rush for T8 class. That was a crazy one because 2 theory paper in 1 day. Before class was sleepy my eye lid hardly lift up, but I don't know why after attending T5 class, I don't feel that sleepy anymore.May be because there is a lecturer teaching there and the class was cold..Freezing Coldd..Today T8 class was boring as usual but the thing different is the place where we sit. It's not that the bench we sit change to a cushion one but the space. Only 20 person in class and we sharing so many bench, try imagine 3 person sharing a bench ~ the space you can even sleep there !! Gotta study for coming MOCK already !! I guess I will study tomorrow because I don't feel like reading any text or notes now.


有一些事情做了就没办法补救，这我觉得和人生有关联。就如一滴墨汁滴在一杯水里, 杯里的水自然会被墨汁而污染。怎么补救也没用，因为已经太迟了。早知今天，又和必当初呢。 如果那件事没发生，就不用到现在的下场。这跟监犯没什么分别吧，有了去到黄河都洗不清。没有人会接受你或成为你所谓的兄弟，甚至朋友与你会保持一段距离。


春天到了吗?怎么每个人都在谈恋爱呢。。。我的春天几时才会来临啊~

Pikom PC Fair

Well this round Pikom PC Fair is not much a thing. The only thing different thing is that it is more people and usual and their booth is smaller I dont know why. KLCC parking is totally full and the traffic was bad. My dad bought a Printer and I have to pull the trolly all the way. Some idiots just don't care what you carrying they just cut you or just bang you. I was pulling the trolly and some idiot just won't give way. Some is considered atleast give way for me. I was pissed that time and keep complaining this and that to my dad. Wuahhh ~ I tell my dad if I'm out of tempered I will just bang the front fellas with the printer trolly.

As I say just now, there is nothing much there I really mean it. As in Show Girl are not as pretty as last time, not as much as last time. That's my 2nd objective when I go to PC Fair. Right after my dad bought a printer from SAMSUNG we went to our dealer shop to buy only pendrive I can say. Doesn't get much stuff there only few items. This is what I get from PC Fair today.

Lego kind of Pendrive 4GB Kingston

Got very tension from a woman that getting her redemption at PIKOM redemption booth. Getting the redemption doesn't satisfy her, Oh My God !! She some more ask so many things and request for change colour =.= it just a paper stand thingy no need so picky lah. She doesn't know other people waiting for the redemption thing and take so long time to fill up the forms and ask so many question. Zzz I only take 1 minutes or so to fill up my form and get my redemption gift and go off. Well then will update when I free =)

My Bad

I taken this picture yesterday I think this picture is just a coincidence but if its not then i think these people know each other.

7 Myvi in a row Side View

7 Myvi Front View Obviously cacated abit

Right..today nothing much happen just a normal friday with frisbee game before moral class. I thought of Mr Michael will give us revision on the coming moral test but it seems like he just go through the previous exercise with us. After class i decide to follow kok wai car back home and kok wai also promise to bring din yan home too. When we drop ding yan, we head back to sunway but we sort of miss out the turn and got the wrong way but in my mind i tell myself it is alright we still can get it back and i lead to them wrong way make them turn a big big round. Im Sorry Dude.. i cant believe i will point out wrong man !! tea time next time i treat~ to pay back my mistake..

Well sort of sleepy now but yet i feels like watching another episode of drama before i go bed. Tomorrow PC fair bet my dad have alot of things to buy then i have to help him carry.. T.T but never mind PC fair should have alot of pretty show girl. =)

I had enough with the connection..the line keep on disconnected !! Hey C'mon ! I pay for the line cant you guys do something on it.

Didn't see you online for 2 weeks where have you been ? I Miss you...

Anyway note to my viewer please take care of your health and aware of your housing area because aedes mosquito is spreading dengue fever again.

我的心情

几年前的你，我们都一起上网聊天一起笑，感情非常好。过了不多久，我们的感情变得越来越差因为某些理由。那时偶尔还有聊。现在的你已经变了，你不再是以前我所认识的。你变了你真的变了。 过后遇见了她，也许是我一厢情愿吧，现在只觉得你渐渐的变了。我也不知道你怎么变成这样，一点都不像你。


如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离


现在我遇见了另一个她，和她都有那几句还可以谈得来。我希望我们可以一直保持这样子，因为我不想失去这么好的聊天对象。我更希望你不会像上面那两个一样变成另一个根本我不认识的人。


预料到的东西不必那么伤心难过，因为伤心也没用;再伤心难过也改变不了事实。但是预料不到的东西反而令人更伤心更难过，可能是因为你不想失去那种感觉或是不想尝试那种悲惨的感觉。


因為我 堅強到
利用自己的痛心
轉換成愛心
抵我對她操心
已記不起我也有權利愛人...


今天的比赛输了,可能是我没把我的角色演好，连累了我的组。在加上基础不够熟练和缺少场上经验。对不起。。。是我连累了大家，也许下一次吧等我把基础抓稳在多练习可能可以挽回胜利。